Feelings for Inner You.....

TRUSTING...

Have you ever trusted someone so quickly? Have you ever believed people in one go? Have you told everything about yourself to the people you thought have shared everything with you and will never lie to you? Have you ever been betrayed by someone you trusted?

If yes, then know that every time you take a risk-you'll learn

Just like the saying goes-"try , try until you succeed", the real face difficulties in seeing the real face of the people in one go and their behavior or say attitude towards you. But trying and failing can teach you lessons that will help you succeed in life! Every time you make a bad decision, you will learn something new and will avoid that in the future. 

Think of yourself as the 'base camp' of your own. Begin to take small or large risks to start to explore yourself-what you like, what you don't like , where you discover talents, and where you discover interests. People are here to hurt you and they will, in every possible way. In front of you, they will be the sweetest person alive but you don't know they are saying the truth or not. 

Sometimes you end up thinking that you don't know them at all. Sometimes , they things that make permanent place in your heart and keep hurting you, things that you never expect especially from them. And you will experience a certain kind of a pain for a couple of seconds, it means that you are really hurt and shocked at the same time. 

Trusting is just like investing in a share market , you get to know  everything about the investors, financial statues , psychological expectations of the investors and then you analyze and make a decision based on particular security (In case of people -security of taking your stand when other people say shit about you). And even the it is UNPREDICTABLE!

It is difficult to judge people .But be strong and after a point, you will have a group of people around you who will never judge you, will always stand for you, will always be by your side and will never say a lie to you. 

THE LOST GIRL....

She is as brittle as glass. Trying her best to keep everyone happy around her but ends up losing people and hurting them. She cares for them, tries to make them happy but it seems that people think that she is rude, she doesn't know how to talk, deal with the stuff. 

Yes, she doesn't know how to deal with stuff, she overthinks before doing a lot of things, but she never intended to hurt someone. She doesn't express herself and has a constant smile hidden behind her real feelings. She is afraid of losing. She listens to everyone whether it's bad but she still continues to care and think about the person in a positive way.

There is so much of negativity around her, but she is still ALIVE . She is like a living dead body trying to live among us. 

You save everyone , care for everyone . But who saves you? who cares for you?

She is lost herself, somewhere in the darkness. She is lost inside. She is all alone. She was with you in your darkest times, supporting you, caring for you may be too much but where were you in her worst time? Where did she go wrong ? Did she thought about you too much ?

She is just losing everyone. Tried her best to be happy even in front of her family and closed ones but now you have only few months, before she goes far away. I think at that time you will understand her  worth, her intentions and her smiling face. 

Don't make someone so helpless that the person loses his/her worth. It could make her do things that you will never expect and some of her thoughts may be:

I pretend it isn't hurting, I smile to hide away my thoughts.

I get up and watch the world to go by, but still, I am standing in front of you pretending to be the happiest.'

No one needs me, but still I would be there for you always!!

Care for those who care for you , those who are not fake and make fake promises. Then maybe you wouldn't LOST like her.